If you gave any thought to why I am updating on a site that somehow manages to display pornography and weasel it past Fortiguard, Websense, and all other internet browser filtering programs, you'd be asking, "Why the hell do you even bother?"
So why am I updating? It does seem meaningless. I certainly don't seek attention from the masses by favorite-izing every Quake, Halo, Star Trek, Tolkien, anime, and Original Character/World with shitty sex teases and juvenile writing styles I chance upon. I certainly show a minimum amount of courtesy anytime a random person favorites my work. I only truly enjoy complimenting genuine pieces of art, and I don't spend much time looking for it.
So why do I bother keeping a profile that I miraculously remember both name and password to? I wonder myself, and I am beginning to think it's because this cum crusted and bled upon site really does serve a purpose.
It's an outlet. A place I can spew some of the hatred gathered from the world back into it. I'm normally a happy guy, a little awkward, rather strange, thought of as depressing, but I can say that with a heartfelt smile. Why? Because with a world seemingly so full of hatred, there are massive oasis of joy. So you could say I'm in a sadistic and guilty humor right now. A "Bad mood." It's not a bad day, but enlightenment is rarely comforting.
So what do I hate? Stupidity. Point blank blindness. Not even denial, just apathy, and being perfectly okay with it. People who dodge the problem by pointing fingers, and justifying immoral or stupid choices. Republicans, Democrats, Communists, Religions, all fucking shit pails, every last bleeding motherfucker! You were stupid, you are stupid, and your apathy and irresponsibility will insure you and future generations are mouth-breathing, cock-biting fucktards!
What better place to vent hatred of stupidity than on the greatest collaboration of self serving, justifying morons on the capital electronic earth?!
A rant? Most certainly. Bad taste? Wipe the dick out of your mouth. This is my nonviolent, yet hurtful wasteland that I can piss in as long as I maintain wifi connection.
Arguments, people please! Prove me right, give me a fool who I can release my leaky sphincter on!
I'm a happy person with a sick obsession. I want you to think! I want you to account for your deeds! If you can comprise a coherent idea that contradicts my views and is armed with logic and fact GIVE IT TO ME! Give me hope that my vain, painful, impossible war against stupidity isn't necessary. Show me joy gleaned from all things. If I make you angry, think why you're angry, justify your rage to yourself! Learn from it, grow with it! The best experience comes from failure, fuck that and hell yes!
If anger gives you coherency, use it. I feel it does for me. Let me tell you, epiphany can suck all the joy from you're life, but at least open up to the concept of being wrong. It makes you feel relieved when it happens.
Are you having a nice day now? No, then you deserve my embrace. If yes, wrong fucking number; Leave a message that I can shit on.